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21 year old
borneo-born babe
dangerously unbalanced.


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The Open Secret


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January 2009
December 2008
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
2008 can kiss my ass 11:57 PM


all smiles?
I wish.


happy friggin' new year folks, I'm having frosties to commemorate the upcoming 0h-nine. Very fashionably celebratory yes?

sigh.



I wish I was there right now.
wherever that may be.


Crys



Hello there 5:24 PM



Oh yes, I'm back in Blogger.
I celebrate change with a new environment.


New Year, New Blogsite, New Layout.



...


Same old me
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I miss Blogger, I miss Nuffnang, I miss the stupid chatbox.

And I will so miss Wordpress; it helped me through a lot of hardship back then. Don't worry, it's still around. I'm one of those people who keep movie tabs and receipts for ages long because of sentimental value.

weirdo, I am not.
just very sensitive towards myself and nobody else.


Muahahahahaha
best la gelak sorang2.


You'd probably read this much much later, if you bother to backtrack. Right now I wish I could stay elsewhere because I fucking hate where I live right now. It's giving me so much pressure and my father is not helping either.

CGPA turun this sem, padan muka aku sendiri jugak kan kan KAN? always my fault. You never see it from my side.

sudah sudah. I don't want to be emo on New Year's Eve. It's not like I have much to look forward to tonight anyway. No big group to hang out with, no parties to attend ( or being invited to so kesian wtf) and no other reading material other than notes and cases.

KERANA SEMANGAT FINAL I LEFT MY BREAKING DAWN IN KL.
See how semangated this lady is?


Oh yeah.
I'm fucking broke. PTPTN baru masuk and I'm mind-blastingly broke. You will have to pick up your jaw from the ground if you knew how much was pumped into my account last Saturday and how much I have left.

ssshh.. don't tell daddy.


Well it's not like I blew it off myself. No. I barely got myself anything with that money and I wasn't even planning on getting anything anyway. Perhaps a new iPhone for my elder brother and a couple of plane tickets for my mom.

Now it's all gone.


I really hope I don't have to answer to anybody regarding this. Because I have no explanation to give.


I hate being an adult.
These are signs of me becoming an adult; the big two-oh dawns upon me. I see it clearly now; the houseing agreement, my financial status and fast depleting savings.. relationship insecurities. I hate being an adult. Can I go home now?


boohoo.





I miss being Just Crystal, minus the problems.
The world is unkind to people who think too far ahead.


Crys